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Monsters have a way of following you.

Immersed in a new world at boarding school, Addy Buckley learns she’s not the only one with secrets. While trying to navigate the minefield of painful lies that seem to be rattling around her family’s past, she meets soft on the eyes and heavy on the heart, Napoleon Blake.

When faced with the darkness, Addy must decide to cling to her new life and friends or let the monster carry her away. The choice is hers, sink or swim.

274 pages, ebook

First published April 24, 2015

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Wendy Owens

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Wendy Owens is a thriller writer, born in the small college town, Oxford Ohio. After attending Miami University, Wendy went onto a career in the visual arts. After several years of creating and selling her own artwork she gave her first love, writing, a try. It’s become a passion ever since.
When she’s not writing, this dog lover can be found spending time with her tech geek husband, their three amazing kids, and three pups. She loves to cook, watch movies, and play games.

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Profile Image for Sarah Elizabeth.
4,773 reviews1,341 followers
July 23, 2015
2.5 stars
(Source: I received a digital copy of this book for free on a read-to-review basis. Thanks to author Wendy Owens and Xpresso Book Tours.)

This book wasn’t bad, I just didn’t find it very entertaining.

I don’t know what it was about this book, but right from the beginning I just couldn’t connect with the characters, and didn’t really care either. The whole thing seemed to take forever to get through, and even when shocking developments happened, I just could not find it in myself to care.

There were a couple of taboo subjects covered in this book - But even with those revelations I still found the whole thing rather dull.

I’m sure other people will like this book, but unfortunately it just couldn’t keep my interest.



5 out of 10
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2,801 reviews351 followers
July 15, 2015


What a very powerful story

There is nothing that grabs your interest more than a taboo subject if we are honest.


Just think of those headlines in the newspaper.
Think of those words on a magazine that captures your eye when browsing on the magazine rack.
Yes, it JUMPS out at you, it gets your attention right away.


This is like this story of this young girl and her life, her tragedies, her hopes, dreams, all dashed.

Suicide.

Depression

Its a subject matter we all want to avoid, its horrible. It also evokes high emotions in opinions.

Suicide is selfish

Is it?

Its the easy way out

Is it?

Depression

Snap out of it!

Can they?

Pull your socks up, face life and get on with it

Can they?

This author has done brilliantly with this subject matter. An awful lot to think about.

There is not all doom and gloom here though, yes she is damaged.

We see her grow, we see her get stronger, we see her recovery. We see her manage, we see her cope. We see her come to terms with life.

When Addie finds letters from her Mother, that made me burst out crying. When an author can write a heart melting book such as this, its awesome.

I am so glad that sometimes I choose to read one of the books on a blog tour.
Profile Image for Analee (Book Snacks).
167 reviews36 followers
July 4, 2015
Actual rating: 4.5

Note: I receives a free digital copy of this book thanks to Xpresso Book Tours in exchange for an honest review.

I honestly didn’t expect to enjoy this as much as I did. I had so many feels reading this book, and this book was so beautiful, telling the story of a girl dealing with suicide and finding love.

Quick Summary

Addison (Addy)’s life hasn’t been easy. Navigating life while discovering shocking family secrets isn’t too simple, especially paired with Napoleon Blake, who Addy finds herself falling for more every day. When it all becomes too much, will Addy be able to make the right choice?

Plot

I actually realized after reading this book that I haven’t read many books dealing with suicide. The most notable one I can remember is All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven (which I loved, by the way) and now, this one. I really liked the plot for this book. You know those kind of books that are completely unique to you but still like other books you read? That’s how it is, I kind of had a few John Green flashbacks, but overall Wash Me Away was its own touching story. I loved the storyline, learning about Addison’s backstory, as she falls in love, fights her demons, and my emotions were all over the place when reading this, because the plot really got to me. The climax especially had me on the tip of my toes, I’d become so attached to the story that I was deeply affected with what happens. (I know, I’m very cryptic, aren’t I?).
What I think could’ve been handled a bit better would be the suicide aspect of this book, because even though I knew Addy was dealing with thoughts of suicide, it was a bit less focused on for the first part of the book, and a bit more focused on the romance instead. But overall, the plot was really enjoyable.

Characters

I’m not really sure how to explain how I felt about the characters. I’ll tell you right away that I loved Napoleon Blake, the love interest in the story. His and Addy’s interactions together were just so cute, (especially this one) and their romance wasn’t a fast, hot romance, it was more of a sweet-instead-of-sexy kind of thing. And I loved it! Leo was just so lovable, and full of life, yet he has his own secrets that I really enjoyed finding out.

As for Addy herself, I just loved her as well. I wasn’t expecting to grow so attached to her when I first started the book, but by the end I was rooting for her quite hard. She went through so much and despite her traumatic childhood, remained innocent and so kind. It was truly heartbreaking to read about her pain, her belief that she’s a monster. I was taken on a huge emotional roller coaster as she started to fall in love despite the demons chasing her, watching her heart slowly mend, watching the pain become lighter. Addy wasn’t perfect, but she felt real, and she really touched my heart.

Writing Style

My tears mix with the rain, and I imagine them sinking into the earth, carrying my secrets and shame with them.

Wash Me Away had such beautiful writing, I couldn’t help but love it. Wendy Owens really showed the pain, the feelings of Addison, and did so with prose and a quotable style. Addy’s thoughts were simply so raw, the thoughts of a person who has seen and been through too much. She’s a good and smart person, but broken, and the writing really shows the effects of that. The writing was quite easy to read, and I simply flew through the pages.

Overall…

A remarkable story that not only tells a story of a girl with a traumatic past and dealing with suicide, but also a story of recovery and romance, and how there is hope under all the darkness. An emotional story, this book tugged at the heartstrings, and made me fall in love with the characters, especially Addy and Leo. The characters were so easy to root for, and I just loved the writing style. All in all, a great contemporary romance featuring a touching story with a broken protagonist struggling to fight her demons.

*This review can be found on my blog, Book Snacks.*
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394 reviews14 followers
September 9, 2015
I was given a ebook of Wash Me Away to review and I really had no idea what I was getting into when I started it. There was some deep, tough issues in the book, but I felt the author did a really good job with them.

Likes:

Addy was a great MC. I felt like I could relate in a lot of ways. I was pretty naive when I was younger and a little more sheltered. When she moved, she was forced into the “real world” and there was a lot she had to learn. She was smart, tough but had such a huge heart, even with all that she went through. I am not sure I would have turned out as good as she did with a past like that.

There was BIG topic issues in the book, molestation and suicide being two of them. An author needs to be tentative when adding deep issues to the story and having it be well done. I like Wendy Owens did a great job. The situations felt realistic from the young adult point of view and were not made-light-of or made-fun-of.

The side characters were well done. Julia, you totally love or hate her. But you still hang out with her. She has a good heart, I think she just had to try to keep it tough. And Leo. Oh dreamy Leo. I had an angsty little crush on him. He was a little tortured and I am always attracted to that.

The suicide in the book hit home. I was glad that it really showed the angry feelings that suicide causes for the survivors. My brother-in-law committed suicide a couple years ago and there is a still a huge hole in our hearts and family because of it. His pain may have been taken away, but it was transferred to us. I still sometimes get so angry thinking about it, wishing he would have reached out, thinking we didn’t try hard enough, that there was something someone could have done. Whenever I read books that have the topic of suicide, it is always important to me that the real issues of grief, loss and anger are portrayed, because that is real.

Other than a few horrible fathers in the book, there was some great parental influences. I love Leo’s parents and Addy’s aunt and uncle. It always makes me smile seeing those supportive roles in the book because I know how important my parents were to me as an young adult.

Gripes:

No real gripes. There were maybe a few times I felt it was a bit dramatic, but I can understand the drama, because I was a dramatic teen. I think that is just something I notice being a 30-something reading YA. I love it, but there is a different POV with the age different. Oh the joys of growing older and wiser ;) (Let’s hope so at least!)

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Author 1 book7 followers
August 28, 2015
*I received an ARC of this book from the author. This is my honest review.

HOLY CRAP.

Having read Wendy's Stubborn Love series (*shameless plug), I knew I was going to cry. She is a master manipulator of heartstrings; it's why I love her books. Yet somehow, I was still unprepared for the emotional rollercoaster this book took me on.
Addison Buckley is amazing. She is the perfect example of how the people who have suffered the most, are usually the ones who have the greatest capacity for love. She is so incredibly kind to everyone, when she herself was raised with only meanness. I found her to be courageous, admirable, and beautifully broken. Her feelings are so raw and poignant that I was able to completely understand her, even though I haven't been through half of what she has.

"My tears mix with the rain, and I imagine them sinking into the earth, carrying my secrets and shame with them."

And the supporting characters are just as wonderful. Wendy has done a marvelous job of creating a wide variety of dynamic people. Miyagi the genius, Willow the tortured soul, Julia... who I managed to love and loathe at the same time. And then there's Leo of course. Leo with his sweet heart, and penchant for referencing obscure 80's movies in every conversation he has. God bless Wendy Owens for Napoleon Blake. He, like everyone else in this story, has his demons, but he handles them with humor (which I can TOTALLY relate to). He is the perfect compliment to Addison, and the two of them together are just so incredibly sweet.
This story is tragic at times, but it's not just about people dealing with their demons. It's about how to overcome what haunts you. It's about learning to move past the bad, to find the good. It's about hope.

"Sometimes, the here, the right now, the people we have in the moment, are all we need to find our way to tomorrow."
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524 reviews7 followers
April 19, 2015
Wash Me Away by Wendy Owens is absolutely fantastic. This is the story of Addy. Addy has had a very traumatic childhood growing up. I will not give any spoilers away. However I will tell you this story flows very nicely and will keep your attention throughout the entire book. There are some twist and turns that will surprise you.
In all of the Wendy Owens books that I have read, and I have read them all, I can tell you that you will feel the emotions of the characters. You will feel as though you, the reader, are part of the story. From the very first page of Wash Me Away you will be drawn in and will not be able to put this book down until the very end. This book is wonderfully written with characters you will feel for.
Wash Me Away is five stars!!!
Profile Image for Abbie.
1,975 reviews677 followers
July 24, 2015
(I received a copy from Xpresso Book Tours, In exchange for an honest review.)

Actual rating - 2.5

The characters in this were okay, and I felt sorry for them at points. I can't say I loved them though.

There wasn't anything awfully wrong with this, it just couldn't catch my interest unfortunately. I felt quite bored at points because of it, and it felt like a really long read.

Overall, Not awful, but not a book for me.
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1,822 reviews332 followers
May 26, 2015
**JOSIE'S 4.5 STAR REVIEW**

Wash Me Away is such a powerful read that made me stop and think because of how real the storyline felt. While I was reading this book I lost myself in Addie’s journey. The author did an amazing job with the development of the characters. Depression and suicide ideation isn’t an easy subject matter to write about but the author did an amazing job on it. I felt the authenticity and struggle these characters had through her words. I loved that the story also provided resources for anyone seeking help. Wash Me Away is told in First person and is told through Addie’s POV. While this books deals with serious issues, it also gives us a remarkable story on how these issues can be overcome and life can become enjoyable again.

Addie is living with her Aunt Jane and Uncle Gil after losing her father in a storm. Addie’s life is not at all what her aunt and uncle thought. She has never spoken to anyone about her life with her father Thomas. Just before she is scheduled to start school at Burton Academy, her aunt and uncle want her to speak to a counselor about her feelings. Unbeknownst to Addie, she befriends Leo who also attends the Academy. Julia is not used to having friends but on her first day she becomes friends with not only Leo but Julia and Miyagi. The four become very close and establish an easy and natural friendship. They help Addie focus on her new life rather than her past life. Of course I helps that Leo is around, even though he has a girlfriend.

Addie’s character is one that I loved. Even though she was damaged by her past we see her grow throughout the story. It is not easy for her to see her friends have loving parents when she lost her mother and a young age, and life with her father was nothing like people thought. At her new home Addie finds letters from her mother and she begins to learn the truth about her family. I loved the eagerness and focus Addie takes when she reads these letters. Just when she starts to get comfortable tragedy strikes the group of friends. Miyagi’s sister, Willow commits suicide. They are all having a hard time dealing with it, but the reasons for her suicide leaves Julia and Addie confused. Addie starts to see that Willow and her have more in common that she thought. Addie learns of a family secret that changes her already shattered existence.

We do not get Leo’s POV but you can see how special Addie is to him. Even though he has a girlfriend, there was no doubt for me on where his heart and head are really focused. The connection and chemistry between these characters is strong

“You know you’re not like most girls.”

“From this angle, it appears I’m like most of the girls I’ve met.”

“I don’t mean like that. God not, you’re beautiful. What I mean is you’re different because you are easy to talk to.”


Addie will have to find a way to accept the truth which can very well be the last straw to her already fragile mind. The things this poor girl has endured and lived through will break your heart. I loved the way the author wrote this entire story and how well the characters were woven in perfectly. Each of the friends are dealing with issues of their own and I loved how their strange friendships helped them to deal with the realities of their own lives. I loved how they find solace and peace together. Addie and her friend’s journey is one you’ll want to get on and one you will not regret.
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156 reviews42 followers
August 21, 2015
Wash Me Away by Wendy Owens was a book that I thought I would absolutely love. The book’s cover is stunning in a hauntingly beautiful sort of way and I’m such a sucker for beautiful covers! I have no problem admitting that they play a big part into which books I choose to read. The book’s description gives you just enough information to make you want to read more; I was intrigued to say the least. Unfortunately, this book did not quite live up to my expectations. I so, so wanted to love this one and although I did like it, my feelings throughout the book never moved beyond that. I don’t want to give away any spoilers so I will try to be as vague as possible while trying to explain my thoughts about this book.

Addy has recently moved to a new town to live with her aunt and uncle after the sudden death of her father. She's been home schooled her entire life so attending the local boarding school will be a huge change but it's a chance for her to feel normal for once. It hasn’t been an easy life for Addy, she struggles with a very dark past that nobody knows about and she wants to keep it that way. She doesn't want anyone to know what life with her father was really like, so she lies. She begins making friends and forming healthy relationships but soon discovers some family secrets that threaten to damage her already fragile existence. Then tragedy strikes Addy and her friends, one that shocks them and forces them to face the true horrors of the real world. Although this story deals with several serious issues its very much a story about overcoming those issues and learning to enjoy life again.

Wash Me Away carries several powerful messages and Owen's writing and characterization is beautiful. I honestly believe that most people will love this book, just look at the reviews on Goodreads and Amazon, there's only a few that are less than 4 stars. The issue I have is personal, one of the story-lines hits too close to home for me. This made my reading experience an uncomfortable one and I continually struggled to stay connected in the story. The story-line dealt with teen suicide and although Owens handles it with sensitivity and grace it was just too much for me. Back in May of this year our small little community was devastated when a local teen committed suicide, he happened to be a very close friend of our daughter’s. They’d gone to school together since they were 5, each year having basically the same classes since they were both honor students. He was captain of the varsity basketball team and also played football and baseball. He was an avid hunter and a youth group leader; he was only 15 when he decided to take his own life.

So, had I known a bit more about the subject matter of this book I probably would have passed on reading it, for now. But that’s only because the issue of teen suicide still affects me greatly and when I read I'm looking for a world to escape into and enjoy! I did like that resources were provided in the book should anyone need help. I wish more YA & NA books that tackle issues such as suicide, rape, abuse, depression, etc. would do this.

Thank you to Xpresso Book Tours for providing me with a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
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2,239 reviews1,736 followers
May 26, 2015
Storyline: 5
Angst: 4
Tissue: 3
Value: 5
Panty Scorching: 0
Over All Rating: 4.5 Stars
Kindle eARC
Reviewed by Robin

Addy Buckley has moved in with her Uncle and Aunt in Vermont after her father has passed away intragic accident. She’s “broken” but feels like she can’t share her true feelings about what happened with anyone. After being home schooled for the majority of her teen years, Addy will be a local student at a boarding school. For the first time, she’s making friends and with their help, maybe she’ll finally be able to deal with her past and all of the secrets that are haunting her.

“ ’Hello? Anyone home?’ Leo’s words break through the cloud of memories that are suffocating me. I straighten; he’s looking at me. Unlike usual, I don’t like the feeling of his eyes on me. In this moment it feels as though he can see more than I want him to. He can see the secrets lurking just beneath the veil.”

There are so many things I loved about this young adult book. Addy is a survivor who grew up with a monster of a father and by some miracle ended up escaping him. While living with her Aunt and Uncle, she starts finding out little family secrets about her life that throw her carefully balanced life out of alignment. Her new friends are also dealing with their own tragedies which actually Addy can empathize with. She can see that if circumstances in her life had went another direction, she might have chosen the same actions that other characters in this book chose.

The story was very well written, and I enjoyed all of the characters. Even when Julia came across as callus and tactless, you realize that she is also a damaged soul. I hope Wendy writes more about these young characters because they did touch me and I’d love to find out what’s in store for them next.

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Profile Image for Cecily Bonney.
945 reviews5 followers
May 30, 2015
Wash me Away is my first read by Wendy Owens. I have to say that she is damn good and this will not be my last.
So I loved this book and it is a 5 star read but I am a selfish woman and I am giving it a 4.5 star because I didn't want it to end. I need to know what happens next in her life. I feel emotionally invested in this story...Trust me you will feel this same way once you have finished this book!
Addy is the main character and she has had a very rough childhood and now she is free from all of that and now is living with her aunt and uncle. She is very closed off and she doesn't want to let anyone in because she is afraid of what they might say once she tells them the truth.
Then one day she goes into her aunt and uncles attic and finds letters that her mother wrote to her uncle before and after she was born. Those letters contain some very important things and now she is going to uncover the biggest secret/truth of all.
Then you have Leo and let me tell you if I was only a couple of years younger, this young man is so unique and not your normal so to speak book boyfriend...Yes I said book boyfriend, once you read it you will just know. I am so happy he say her in the window of that office while he was skateboarding.
While reading this book I had an idea of the traumatic childhood Addison had to endure but in the end I had no clue how bad she really had it. This character is strong, fierce, loving, special, beautiful, and so damn broken.
There is a part of this book that had me in tears and I wanted to climb in my kindle and just be there for her when her whole world came crashing down around her. The author did an amazing job writing this book and she will make you envision this particular heart felt part of this story.
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1,613 reviews22 followers
February 5, 2017
After losing her father in a flood, Addison moves from Missippi to Manchester to live with her aunt and uncle. She has to adapt to a new way of life after the childhood upbringing which has left her scarred. She has been home schooled until now and she doesn't look forward to meeting others in her own age group. Having friends is quite alien to her.

Addison finds a best friend in Julia who is her complete opposite. Napoleon aka Leo befriends her too and they have a comfortable friendship. She settles into her new life until she starts finding clues about her mother who died when she was very young. These clues lead to a whole set of facts bringing uncertainties and heartache. How will Addison cope with these new revelations?

Despite having been through a hard life, Addison exudes strength and kindness, even when she constantly has self doubts and unnecessary guilt. This story is full of twists and turns, the characters are quite complex but everything flows nicely.

I like the way Leo tries to keep things light even when the going gets tough. Julia is very unpredictable and likes things her own way most of the time. Then there is Miyaga who is an endearing character who ends up having to face his own demons. The uncle and aunt have to contend with some awkward, unpleasant and difficult situations.

Some of the contents in this story is very distressing but there is a very strong message behind it all. It's a very well written story suitable for young and mature adults.

I received this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Profile Image for Michelle.
160 reviews10 followers
August 28, 2015
A MUST READ

First off, my review MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS, so be advised. This book struck home for me on so many personal levels. I have lost someone close to me to suicide and I also suffer from depression. I love the way the author handled these issues. She did it with such care and sensitivity. I highly applaud her for that. The characters felt so real to me and were written with great depth and care. I felt so much empathy for Addison,Leo, Julia, Willow, and Miyagi. The similarities between Addison's abuse and Willow's, was astonishing. I absolutely adored Leo's quirky habit of weaving movie quotes from the 80's into his conversations. I tend to do that sometimes as well, only with music lyrics. I really connected to him that way. I felt that the author did a great job off not rushing the plot, instead, letting it run at a natural pace. For me there was not any slow points or unnecessary scenes. Every word in this book was necessary in my opinion, to create the story. I will say that it is a very emotional book that deals with sensitive issues like, abuse, molestation, and suicide, but in my opinion, these issues need to be addressed. I believe this book did indeed address these in a very sensitive and thought provoking way. I highly, highly recommend this book to everyone.

Profile Image for Amy Daws.
Author 41 books8,469 followers
August 30, 2015
I burned through this book in two days. I couldn't put it down! The teen angst in it had me unable to function in the real world until I got to THE END!
Wash Me Away is an easy 5 star read for me. It's been a while since I've read a YA book, and after reading this beauty, I don't know why I stopped!
WMA was beautifully written and full of emotional and angsty teen issues. A simple scene where the heroine decides to take art class had me tearing up for crying out loud!
There was just a really refreshing and heartfelt realness to each character that I loved. Addy was an interesting, and even a bit mysterious heroine. I was so happy for her and the new life that was starting for her right at the beginning of the book.
Then you add Leo, the suave, confident, funny, and brilliant 80s movie quoter and throw in some teen romance and you've got a ton going for you.
But it doesn't just stop there. The remaining secondaries were super dynamic. They all seemed to have their own teen demons and I was 100% emotionally invested in the story.
HEA aren't always clear cut and this book takes a deeper look at some darker issues and how sometimes you can't find a HEA all by yourself. You need a support system to help get you there.
5 Stars!
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Author 8 books163 followers
May 9, 2015
4.5 stars

It's been a long time since I've read a YA book and I'm so glad I loved this one. Wash Me Away had everything I look for in a book. There were dark moments, sweet moments, lovable/relatable characters, and a deeper meaning lying within each word. Sometimes things do get hard but you should never give up. There is help.

Addison's story pulled at my heart. With a traumatic childhood and the death of her father, Addy has this heavy weight on her shoulders. She lies to her therapist because telling the truth makes her feel like some kind of monster. She shouldn't be ashamed of speaking up. I was rooting for her since page 1.

Leo is someone I would have loved to meet in high school. With his unique talent in speaking in movie quotes to his damn sweet self and the way he is with Addy, Wash Me Away became a beautiful yet heartbreaking story. I'd read it again and again.

Such a beautiful cover and story about having hope. I will never forget this one. <3 <3

Complimentary copy provided by the author in exchange for an honest review
Profile Image for Amanda Walker.
70 reviews5 followers
April 25, 2015
I was given an ARC of Wash Me Away in exchange for my honest review.

Wash Me Away is so different from the books Wendy usually writes, but let this prove...she can write anything. Wash Me Away was amazing. After the shocking intro the book started to slow down, but then BAM here comes the twists and turns that I wasn't expecting. I love the characters in this story, all of them. I do hope this will become a series because I am dying to hear from Leo, Julia, Miyagi, and Willow.

Overall, amazing story and I highly recommend it. Great job Wendy!
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124 reviews5 followers
April 21, 2015
This is a beautiful book. One of the most powerful books that I've read. Even though a sad, terrifying past, these teens fingers each other and surpass these obstacles and learn to love again. Wonderful book and a must read. Thank you, Wendy.
Profile Image for Kelli Santistevan.
853 reviews27 followers
September 21, 2019
I started borrowing this book from a lending website and then I bought it so I could finish it. I liked that this book has a love story between two teenagers in it and I like that there were a lot of movie quotes in here and it referenced lyrics to a song that I like. I also liked the friendship between the teenagers in this story. This book is about a teenage girl whose father drowned and she’s dealing with how she feels about that and trying to process it.

Here’s a quote I like from the book:

“Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go.”
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258 reviews26 followers
September 12, 2019
It’s a very sad and angst-filled story. It could have been longer, allowing more attention given to histories, character development, and overall depth...BUT...it was well-written. It lost a star because of the dialogue errors. Where are these authors finding their editors??????? In this book, the concept of suicide was actually taken seriously like it should be...until the literal cliff-hanger. That stunt would have landed her in a hospital being evaluated...or should have, anyway.
However, this book impressed me...right up there with the works of John Green.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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531 reviews27 followers
September 2, 2015
* I received a digital copy of this from Xpresso Book Tours in exchange for an honest review.

Rating: 4.5/5

Wash Me Away is an emotional tale about a young girl trying to keep her secrets and pain her own. She finally has friends. She finally knows what being cared about feels like. But she still doesn’t quite know what normal is. And so she keeps her secrets while trying to figure out her friends and help them when they need it. Amidst her discovery of normalcy and love, secrets pile up and spill out until Addy's breaking. This is a tale about how she copes with what she's been through, how she grows and becomes stronger. It's a tale of dark days and brighter futures. It's about having hope and feeling happy and having all you need with your family and friends. It's how it all came to be better.

I didn't think I would love this so much. I figured I'd enjoy reading it, but it's more than that. Addy is broken, hiding secrets and what she truly feels. I love how strong she is as a character. She's been through so much and she's still standing! She's got a new life with her Aunt and Uncle, with her friends. Things are finally looking good. She has sleepovers now, home cooked meals, friends who she likes talking to and hanging out with, who care for her as she comes to care for them. But then Willow dies and Addy wants to learn more of who her mother was as a person and Julia is spewing secrets other's hadn't known, and then everything's crumbling. The secrets Addy discovers turn her world upside down. But she gets it back upright.

Leo is also a great character. He quotes movies from the 80s and has a knack for diffusing awkward or tense situations. He makes people laugh and smile and makes Addy's world a little better. That's probably why I like him most. He treat Addy well and you just know he'll never mistreat her. They both deserve happiness. Also, every moment they were together, I fell a little more in love with the story and their blooming romance. I was definitely rooting for them.

Which brings me to the writing. The writing is fantastic. It made emotions ooze through the words. The writing flows well and you really lose yourself in the story. Sure, not everyone can connect with what happened to Addy, but either way, many of us deal with depression and so that we can connect with. That helps us understand what the characters feel and what really makes this story so emotional.The author also really makes you think about it (suicide, death, life) more. She helps open our eyes just a little wider. And that's always a good thing.

The best part? It's not all death and depression. There's hope, happiness, light, love, humour, friendship and family. We see characters break, but we also see them stand up again stronger than ever. We see friendships form and feelings bloom. We learn of weird quirks or habits characters have. We learn that while hope may seem meaningless, things always get better eventually. This book inspires hope. That's all I really need to make this a more fantastic read.

Overall, I definitely recommend this to you lovers of romance books with great characters. Or read it anyway because I think you should. Be warned, it isn't for everyone.
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225 reviews34 followers
September 18, 2015
Oh my, what an emotional rollercoaster ride. This book tugs on your heart and you want to reach out to help those who can't help themselves.

Addison having to endure a horrible father is emotionally scarred and damaged. After her father has drowned in a flash flood, she moves in with her Aunt and Uncle. She is sent to a therapist to help deal with the death of her father and meets Leo, the therapist's son.

I loved Leo; he's funny, loving and quotes 80’s movies all the time. Lol, he kept me in stitches with his quotes.

We are given a glimpse of teenagers and their problems throughout this story. This story deals with suicide and how each Leo and Addison handle the stresses within their own lives.

Addison finds letters from her Uncle to her mother and learns the truth of what happened between them prior to her mother’s death. Unable to cope, she runs to find solace in the clouds. The most amazing written scene is where Addison is standing near the edge of a cliff and Leo talks her down.

Wendy has written an emotional story about depression, suicide and the hope for the future, which kept me page turning to see if Addison and Leo survived. Wendy gave each character depth and I could feel their emotions in waves.

I would highly recommend this story, but have the tissues near by as you will definitely need them.









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2,189 reviews126 followers
May 26, 2015
TATIA'S REVIEW
5 STARS

Wow. This book has rendered me speechless. As I am writing this, I'm finding myself struggling to come up with the accurate words that would do this book justice. Nothing I say will be able to fully express how I feel at this very moment.
Wash Me Away is one of those books that you find yourself engrossed in because of the amount of emotion it's able to evoke. It deals with some touchy subject matter, subjects that are all too familiar in today's world. I find myself thinking of moments in my life where I've been faced with similar situations, not that any of these things happened to me, but to those I knew.
Wendy Owens has such a tremendous gift for writing beautiful stories, of that I'm sure. I loved the way she made this story into one of survival: of fear and pain, that turned into something so extraordinary. I found myself overcome with emotion, sad and overjoyed at the same time. This is one of those stories that people will talk about. It's a story that needs to be read because, unfortunately, this world and the people in it can be ugly. But, they also need to know that there is a way out. Thank You, Wendy, for writing a story that has so deeply touched my heart and will stay with me for a long time to come.
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475 reviews3 followers
May 27, 2015
**Read and reviewed for FMR Book Grind**

Wow. This book has rendered me speechless. As I am writing this, I'm finding myself struggling to come up with the accurate words that would do this book justice. Nothing I say will be able to fully express how I feel at this very moment.
Wash Me Away is one of those books that you find yourself engrossed in because of the amount of emotion it's able to evoke. It deals with some touchy subject matter, subjects that are all too familiar in today's world. I find myself thinking of moments in my life where I've been faced with similar situations, not that any of these things happened to me, but to those I knew.
Wendy Owens has such a tremendous gift for writing beautiful stories, of that I'm sure. I loved the way she made this story into one of survival: of fear and pain, that turned into something so extraordinary. I found myself overcome with emotion, sad and overjoyed at the same time. This is one of those stories that people will talk about. It's a story that needs to be read because, unfortunately, this world and the people in it can be ugly. But, they also need to know that there is a way out. Thank You, Wendy, for writing a story that has so deeply touched my heart and will stay with me for a long time to come.
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Author 9 books84 followers
August 17, 2015
I have really been getting into some of these YA novels coming out. While some have very annoying teen drama, I feel as though Wendy really avoided that in Wash Me Away. This book made me ugly cry, I'm not even kidding. It had me riveted and clawing for answers.

In the book we follow Addy as she struggles with her past. I won't give away any spoilers, so I'm going to be very vague. She's fighting a battle within herself while trying to seem completely normal on the outside. But as we all know, pushing your problems away is like trying to hold a ball under the water: eventually it's going to shoot out.

Secrets threaten to drown her while love becomes her only support through it all. Her living raft.

Wendy wrote a spectacular novel that leaves you wanting to know more, and wanting to hold Addy tight to take away all of her problems. The friendships formed and the romance between her and Napoleon are not overdone, but leave you laughing and sobbing at the same time.

Wash Me Away is such a beautiful and somewhat dark novel that touches on subjects that many would avoid. I definitely recommend this one to those, especially fans of the YA genre. Just know that I tend to stray from some of the YAs and this was captivating.
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93 reviews4 followers
May 25, 2015
Addison watched her father die. She could have helped him, but she just watched. Now she is finally free of the controlling monster who kept her secluded away. Sent to live with her aunt and uncle in a new town where she is attending a real school with other kids, she is starting to learn what life is supposed to be like. With two parental figures that care about her, a new best friend and a cute boy who seems to like her, it all seems overwhelming. Can she trust that Leo likes her for who she is even if he is the son of her therapist? When she starts to learn secrets about the mother she never got to know, Addison doesn’t know if she can trust anyone. And what if they find out the truth about her, about how she had to live before? Will things really ever be “okay”? When tragedy strikes at school, Addison and her friends will have to face horrors that may divide them. Though they may also show Addy that she is not alone in the world.

To read this review in entirety check it out on the Fangirls Read It First blog at
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Author 3 books47 followers
August 21, 2015
My first book written by Wendy Owens, but definitely not my last!



I love a good YA book and this one did not disappoint! I loved how the author was able to take our emotions on a huge rollercoaster.

Seriously, this book had me laughing, crying, cringing and nervous all throughout the book.

I loved Addy's character. She was brave, yet broken. She was strong, yet needy. There was so many sides to her, that it made me want to just jump into the pages and protect her.

Then you have NapoLEOn... or Leo to all his friends. :) I have to say he was a really fun character to read. With his 80's movie line quirk and his underlying layer of mystery, I enjoyed getting to know his character more.

The secondary characters are all dealing with their own issues, and I loved how Wendy was able to show how they eventually all learned to rely on those around them. Their group of friends turned into more of a family.

I can't say enough good things about this book, please do yourself a favor and go read it.
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Author 3 books346 followers
November 8, 2015
In An Oyster Shell- This was an outstanding book that dealt with great responsibility the issue of suicide and particularly teenage suicide. It is not a light read, but one I would recommend to become aware of the grave social reality that suicide is for our teenagers. The third leading cause for that age group in America is suicide. It's a necessary conversation and I felt this author sparked it well. I'm sure it was not easy to do.

The Pearls –

The book opens up from the beginning with a hook you just can't turn away from. Things are serious right from the beginning. We get a glimpse of hardship that Addy faces with what's going on, but also with her reaction to it. She's so spent at the beginning of the story she can hardly care about what's going on. It was stunning to me.

The full review is available at Writing Pearls
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