A Remembrance, and An Appreciation, From Michael Ausiello
![[VIDEO] Kit Cowan Tribute, Memorial](https://tvline.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/michael_final_v2.jpg?w=300&h=300&crop=1)
There’s no “good” way to say this, so I’ll just say it: On Feb. 5, my husband, Kit Cowan, passed away following a courageous, hard-fought 11-month battle with a rare and merciless form of neuroendocrine cancer. As you can imagine, my heart is broken. But it’s also filled with immeasurable gratitude for the 13-and-a-half years that I was lucky enough to spend with this extraordinarily loving, funny, talented, complicated man. I’m also thankful for the support that I have received from my friends, family and colleagues, as well as you all. The incredible outpouring of love that I felt from the TVLine community in the two months since I first disclosed Kit’s health struggle has brought me tremendous comfort. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Since most of you would never have gotten a chance to meet Kit, I also wanted to introduce him to you via the below video that played at this weekend’s memorial service. It might give you some sense, however minuscule, of what made him so special. If you would also like to honor him in some way, his parents, Robert and Marilyn, and I have started a scholarship fund in his memory (GoFundMe.com/kitcowan). Any donation, no matter how small, is very much appreciated.
Michael Ausiello
Founder/Editor-In-Chief, TVLine.com
Oh Michael, I am so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for this open and honest post. You are in my thoughts.
I am so so sorry for your loss.
My deepest condolences to you, and everyone that is feeling the loss of your husband.
Michael, I am very sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one is never easy. Your memories will live on forever.
Thank you for allowing us into your life. It is the greatest form of bravery, sharing sorrow. Know that you are in my thoughts even if all we share is a love of quality…and sometimes guilty pleasure television.
And then I watched the video….and fell in love with how Jersey he was…and I cried.
Prayers to you and your husband’s family at this time.
I’m so very sorry for your loss.
I’m really sorry for your loss, it will obviously take time, but I hope it gets better, stay strong
So sorry for your loss. I too lost someone near and dear, the pain goes away and you are left with the wonderful memories and that is what will keep you going.
Michael my heart is with you. To love someone is to find joy, happiness and often pain. My thoughts are with you, and Kit’s parents.
Prayers and comfort to you.
My sympathies – so sorry for your loss. I hope that you have lots of courage and support in the months ahead. Thank you for sharing Kit with us.
So sorry for your loss Michael. Your video is lovely.
I’m so sorry! Life is so unfair. We finally find,someone to truly love and share our life with and they are taken from us.i know all your wonderful memories will help you, but also know that millions of people are there to give you comfort.
I’m so sorry for your loss Michael. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I will be happy to make a donation to the scholarship fund.
My condolences Michael. You have brightened my life for years and I hope the loss of your husband doesn’t dim that light in you! Remember the good times!
You certainly have my prayers…I am so very sorry for your loss.
Michael, sending you my heartfelt condolences during this very difficult time.
My condolences to you Micheal
My condolences on your loss. May he rest in peace.
Oh, I’m so sorry for your loss. You are a lovely man, and I’m sure your husband was so as well.
My deepest condolences.
What a beautiful tribute to show us just a glimpse into his life. So very sorry for your loss!
So sorry for your loss. That was a lovely appreciation for a wonderful guy. I hope that you can take some solace from your memories.
I am truly sorry for your loss!
My condolences on the loss of your husband Michael. How lucky you were to have him for so long, and how lucky he was to have you by his side through it all. Many hugs to you and yours.
So sorry for your loss.