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Teach Me
Can one man help rebuild what two words destroyed?
Freshman year of college opened Austin's eyes to a world he'd only dreamed about. He was finally free to live his life without secrets. More confident in himself, he foolishly thought his family would accept him if he came out. Now, he's gone from traveling the world with his family to living on the streets while trying to find a way to pay for college. He'll never again make the mistake of trusting others to help him.
David's family struggled to put food on the table and keep a roof over their heads when he was a child, but there was one constant in their home: Love. He's worked hard to earn a position as a tenured professor and build a home of his own.
Offering a helping hand to the insecure college student, David realizes he's been so focused on his material worth, he's neglected finding someone to share his life with. Can he break through Austin's defenses and show him he's worthy of love?
Freshman year of college opened Austin's eyes to a world he'd only dreamed about. He was finally free to live his life without secrets. More confident in himself, he foolishly thought his family would accept him if he came out. Now, he's gone from traveling the world with his family to living on the streets while trying to find a way to pay for college. He'll never again make the mistake of trusting others to help him.
David's family struggled to put food on the table and keep a roof over their heads when he was a child, but there was one constant in their home: Love. He's worked hard to earn a position as a tenured professor and build a home of his own.
Offering a helping hand to the insecure college student, David realizes he's been so focused on his material worth, he's neglected finding someone to share his life with. Can he break through Austin's defenses and show him he's worthy of love?
245 pages, ebook
First published November 22, 2014
About the author
Sloan Johnson
25 books844 followersSloan Johnson is a big city girl trapped in a country girl’s body. While she longs for the hustle and bustle of New York City or Las Vegas, she hasn’t yet figured out how to sit on the deck with her morning coffee, watching the deer and wild turkeys in the fields while surrounded by concrete and glass.
When she was three, her parents received their first call from the principal asking them to pick her up from school. Apparently, if you aren’t enrolled, you can’t attend classes, even in Kindergarten. The next week, she was in preschool and started plotting her first story soon after.
Later in life, her parents needed to do something to help their socially awkward, uncoordinated child come out of her shell and figured there was no better place than a bar on Wednesday nights. It’s a good thing they did because this is where she found her love of reading and writing. Who needs socialization when you can sit alone in your bedroom with a good book?
Now, Sloan is a tattooed, purple haired mom of two kids, one of which was a thank you present to her husband for letting her get a Staffordshire Terrier with more anxiety issues than Sloan has, which is saying something. She’s been kicked out of the PTA in two school districts and is no longer asked to help with fundraisers because she’s been known to lose herself in a good book and forget that she has somewhere to be.
When she was three, her parents received their first call from the principal asking them to pick her up from school. Apparently, if you aren’t enrolled, you can’t attend classes, even in Kindergarten. The next week, she was in preschool and started plotting her first story soon after.
Later in life, her parents needed to do something to help their socially awkward, uncoordinated child come out of her shell and figured there was no better place than a bar on Wednesday nights. It’s a good thing they did because this is where she found her love of reading and writing. Who needs socialization when you can sit alone in your bedroom with a good book?
Now, Sloan is a tattooed, purple haired mom of two kids, one of which was a thank you present to her husband for letting her get a Staffordshire Terrier with more anxiety issues than Sloan has, which is saying something. She’s been kicked out of the PTA in two school districts and is no longer asked to help with fundraisers because she’s been known to lose herself in a good book and forget that she has somewhere to be.
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January 5, 2015
TWO HEARTS--Teach Me is definitely not the worst book I've read in 2014, which a plus in this book's favor. It is not memorable. The best things about this book? The blurb and cover. It's eye catching. An older professor/ younger student who is also homeless due to coming out to his family? It sounded promising. The execution...did not excite nor entice.
The writing style is not for me, this story tanked to two hearts already at 10%. I love alternating first POV, I think you get the best emotion from a main character when it's written right. The characters were as dimensional as the thinnest sheet of paper.
Please don't get me wrong, this type writing style is a popular one. Plenty of readers find stories that tell rather than show very enjoyable. This style was one I saw in a lot of popular MF romance books. I cut down on that genre due to over saturation on the market. The plots became very generic and done to death. The styles were just one big meld of the same - two characters instantly see each other, they fall into consuming insta-love, hysterics/unnecessary drama/big soliloquies/declarations are made/ tears are shed/ doors get slammed/big honking HEA is slapped haphazardly and the end. This style has been found in MM too, its resurgence in the last couple of years has dominated the sales charts.
I'm just one of the readers who is over it. However, I staunchly believe one reader's trash can be another reader's treasure. *shrugs* I have tons of status updates on GR if you're on the fence about reading this. I have a lot of quotes on there to see if this book is worth your time and cash.
Teach Me is about 20 year old rich college kid who came out to his family and was kicked out of his house. Austin meets a pseudo-homeless couple on the street who immediately take him under their wing and keep him from the realities of being homeless. One of the couple has an apartment, she just sleeps on the street to be with her bum and lives in her apt during the day. Weird? Or maybe that's just me. But the coddled boy goes from being coddled...to still being coddled when he gets a construction through the help of his pseudo-homeless friend. And coddled by his 15 year older boss/love interest David. David can already know how Austin feels and thinks. It could be his tens of thousands dollar's worth of psychology classes (I majored in psychology - does that make me a ticking time-bomb?) but it's mostly how he is written. He comes off pretentious, patronizing, weird and creepy.
An example of David's "love" already at 14%:
The feelings are told rather than being shown. I couldn't buy anything either main character said because it read more wooden than real. The drama: tantrums, squeal's door slamming, running out of the room...Austin was allegedly an adult but he read childish and those are examples. The couple both state in the beginning third of the book that they do not care about each other's age but it's a problem for them through out the book (more so with their friends) but if it wasn't an issue, it should have been dropped. However, there was no real angst to give interest and move the story along, even the fights were sloppily resolved, if at all. The last big fight was so oddly handled...what was the point? We didn't even find out if David was reprimanded or not.
I found myself editing this book while reading. And instead of turning this review into a manual, I'll discuss my major points of contention.
How it could have been effective for me:
- Book is all filler, minimal substance. Shave 40-50% off this story. Do I need to read a paragraph about staples and paperclips and a college's budget on affording them? Things plateau before 40% and just dragged out the inevitable. Book is not memorable.
- Edits - I have a gazillion quotes and notes of areas where this book was weak, a scene could have been rewritten for maximum effect or removed because it was unnecessary. I would suggest an editor and one who is impartial because the content needed revisions.Yes, there were also typos but nothing that threw me out of the book while reading.
- Austin was "homeless" but he had a pretty sweet life. More was shown on how obnoxious he was than showcasing his human side. (You'd think a kid who had no home would be more appreciative. I guess his tantrums were supposed to do that?) Or if he was supposed be a brat, then it wasn't as consistent which would lead back to the editing.
- Dialogue - not consistently smooth - Some scenes were decent, when the main characters acted closer to their age. Then you get a scene like this:
David treating Austin like a child was disappointing. And he was more like a father than a lover. Some might find it romantic. *shrugs*
Overall, a disappointing read for me. There were a few good parts, sometimes the scene might work. Then more unnecessary drama was added and ruined the effect. The sex scenes were decent enough. In fact, better than I expected the first 2 times. But I disliked both main characters, they were flat. And if I could care less about the main characters, what's the point? My rating is on the writing, story content and overall effect.
Do I recommend? No.
To the curious: read a sample, see if you like it. Read the reviews from reviewers you trust. Take it from there.
I will not willingly read more work from this author in the future. There is a fan base so I'm sure I won't be missed. :)
Good luck to the author in future endeavors.
A copy provided for an honest review.
The writing style is not for me, this story tanked to two hearts already at 10%. I love alternating first POV, I think you get the best emotion from a main character when it's written right. The characters were as dimensional as the thinnest sheet of paper.
"Austin, talk to me. Make me understand what you are beating yourself up over. Let me help you."
"What makes you think I need help?"
"Perhaps it is because I'm a highly educated man who has spent tens of thousands of dollars on a fancy degree to hang on my wall. Many of the courses related to psychology, which gives me just enough knowledge to be dangerous."
Please don't get me wrong, this type writing style is a popular one. Plenty of readers find stories that tell rather than show very enjoyable. This style was one I saw in a lot of popular MF romance books. I cut down on that genre due to over saturation on the market. The plots became very generic and done to death. The styles were just one big meld of the same - two characters instantly see each other, they fall into consuming insta-love, hysterics/unnecessary drama/big soliloquies/declarations are made/ tears are shed/ doors get slammed/big honking HEA is slapped haphazardly and the end. This style has been found in MM too, its resurgence in the last couple of years has dominated the sales charts.
I'm just one of the readers who is over it. However, I staunchly believe one reader's trash can be another reader's treasure. *shrugs* I have tons of status updates on GR if you're on the fence about reading this. I have a lot of quotes on there to see if this book is worth your time and cash.
Teach Me is about 20 year old rich college kid who came out to his family and was kicked out of his house. Austin meets a pseudo-homeless couple on the street who immediately take him under their wing and keep him from the realities of being homeless. One of the couple has an apartment, she just sleeps on the street to be with her bum and lives in her apt during the day. Weird? Or maybe that's just me. But the coddled boy goes from being coddled...to still being coddled when he gets a construction through the help of his pseudo-homeless friend. And coddled by his 15 year older boss/love interest David. David can already know how Austin feels and thinks. It could be his tens of thousands dollar's worth of psychology classes (I majored in psychology - does that make me a ticking time-bomb?) but it's mostly how he is written. He comes off pretentious, patronizing, weird and creepy.
An example of David's "love" already at 14%:
"Yes, I am aware that my fascination with the much younger man is
bordering on obsession. I spent more hours of my night than I would care to admit telling myself to let it go, to let him go, but I can't. The kid's in so much pain that it's nearly a tangible force following him around."
The feelings are told rather than being shown. I couldn't buy anything either main character said because it read more wooden than real. The drama: tantrums, squeal's door slamming, running out of the room...Austin was allegedly an adult but he read childish and those are examples. The couple both state in the beginning third of the book that they do not care about each other's age but it's a problem for them through out the book (more so with their friends) but if it wasn't an issue, it should have been dropped. However, there was no real angst to give interest and move the story along, even the fights were sloppily resolved, if at all. The last big fight was so oddly handled...what was the point? We didn't even find out if David was reprimanded or not.
I found myself editing this book while reading. And instead of turning this review into a manual, I'll discuss my major points of contention.
How it could have been effective for me:
- Book is all filler, minimal substance. Shave 40-50% off this story. Do I need to read a paragraph about staples and paperclips and a college's budget on affording them? Things plateau before 40% and just dragged out the inevitable. Book is not memorable.
- Edits - I have a gazillion quotes and notes of areas where this book was weak, a scene could have been rewritten for maximum effect or removed because it was unnecessary. I would suggest an editor and one who is impartial because the content needed revisions.Yes, there were also typos but nothing that threw me out of the book while reading.
- Austin was "homeless" but he had a pretty sweet life. More was shown on how obnoxious he was than showcasing his human side. (You'd think a kid who had no home would be more appreciative. I guess his tantrums were supposed to do that?) Or if he was supposed be a brat, then it wasn't as consistent which would lead back to the editing.
- Dialogue - not consistently smooth - Some scenes were decent, when the main characters acted closer to their age. Then you get a scene like this:
"Sit," he demands as my feet hit the floor. "As much as I love you, I'm getting sick of these childish games you play sometimes."
"You knew when you met me that I'm still a child," I retort, which I know is about the most immature thing I could say.
"Stop, petulance isn't a good look on you."
David treating Austin like a child was disappointing. And he was more like a father than a lover. Some might find it romantic. *shrugs*
Overall, a disappointing read for me. There were a few good parts, sometimes the scene might work. Then more unnecessary drama was added and ruined the effect. The sex scenes were decent enough. In fact, better than I expected the first 2 times. But I disliked both main characters, they were flat. And if I could care less about the main characters, what's the point? My rating is on the writing, story content and overall effect.
Do I recommend? No.
To the curious: read a sample, see if you like it. Read the reviews from reviewers you trust. Take it from there.
I will not willingly read more work from this author in the future. There is a fan base so I'm sure I won't be missed. :)
Good luck to the author in future endeavors.
A copy provided for an honest review.
August 10, 2016
I quite enjoyed this book. I won't rehash the blurb cause, well, it's already there.
Let's get right to it.
Things I loved:
*Dual POV
*Relationship development
*Character growth- on both men
*The secondary characters
*The problems they faced were realistic and the characters reactions were spot on, I felt. The age difference and maturity levels in both men really showed.
*The epilogue. I always enjoy seeing where the MC's are at down the road.
Things that I didn't love so much:
*Although the problems between them were realistic- I kind of started to feel like there were too many of the same misunderstandings.
*
Steam level:
*Pretty low
Overall, it was a good read and once I started I was glued to the story. 3 stars
Let's get right to it.
Things I loved:
*Dual POV
*Relationship development
*Character growth- on both men
*The secondary characters
*The problems they faced were realistic and the characters reactions were spot on, I felt. The age difference and maturity levels in both men really showed.
*The epilogue. I always enjoy seeing where the MC's are at down the road.
Things that I didn't love so much:
*Although the problems between them were realistic- I kind of started to feel like there were too many of the same misunderstandings.
*
Steam level:
*Pretty low
Overall, it was a good read and once I started I was glued to the story. 3 stars
November 28, 2014
3.5 Stars!..
It all begins when Austin Pritchard uttered I'm Gay, to his father.
After 20 years of Austin life, He's aware now that there is no such thing as unconditional love. his own family kicked him to the curb. how he will ever believe in love again?!. After finishing his college semester. Austin knew that he will no longer rely on anyone anymore. He leaves every thing that his parents provided him and now he's facing with living on the streets. scared,and no place to call home anymore. until his encounter with young homeless couple Casey and Bree. the two show him how to survive,and take him under their wing.
When Casey finds a job for Austin in construction site. That's when he meets David Becker. is 35 years old. a college professor. apparently he's building his own home.
David is struck by the young man. and determined to get to know him more.
This story is about finding romance again, and part of age,growing up. So it's no surprise that Austin's inexperienced. and fear/trust plays a big part when he let David get close. and ashamed being homeless. You'll find that Austin character struggles a lot.
David is like a fallen angel to Austin. Sees that whatever happened to this young man, That it has left his soul with festering wounds. He wants to be the one to help him heal..
The book focuses more on the relationship. there were few intimate scenes that were presented very will. What I really liked is the character growth not only Austin. but also in David side. The two men really worked on their relationship. although there were few bumps. but it all made it stronger at the end. and I really liked how they communicated with each other. let's be honest communication is important in a healthy relationship...
The writing is really good. loved how the author took me from one pov into another. Although it needs some auditing. But the story line makes you forget about the minor issues. I also liked the side characters Casey and Bree. No doubt that i hated Austin's father. and the epilogue i was not a big fan of it.
All in all. it delivers a great message for those who has been cast aside simply because of who they are. But know that life can get better.
It all begins when Austin Pritchard uttered I'm Gay, to his father.
After 20 years of Austin life, He's aware now that there is no such thing as unconditional love. his own family kicked him to the curb. how he will ever believe in love again?!. After finishing his college semester. Austin knew that he will no longer rely on anyone anymore. He leaves every thing that his parents provided him and now he's facing with living on the streets. scared,and no place to call home anymore. until his encounter with young homeless couple Casey and Bree. the two show him how to survive,and take him under their wing.
When Casey finds a job for Austin in construction site. That's when he meets David Becker. is 35 years old. a college professor. apparently he's building his own home.
David is struck by the young man. and determined to get to know him more.
This story is about finding romance again, and part of age,growing up. So it's no surprise that Austin's inexperienced. and fear/trust plays a big part when he let David get close. and ashamed being homeless. You'll find that Austin character struggles a lot.
David is like a fallen angel to Austin. Sees that whatever happened to this young man, That it has left his soul with festering wounds. He wants to be the one to help him heal..
The book focuses more on the relationship. there were few intimate scenes that were presented very will. What I really liked is the character growth not only Austin. but also in David side. The two men really worked on their relationship. although there were few bumps. but it all made it stronger at the end. and I really liked how they communicated with each other. let's be honest communication is important in a healthy relationship...
The writing is really good. loved how the author took me from one pov into another. Although it needs some auditing. But the story line makes you forget about the minor issues. I also liked the side characters Casey and Bree. No doubt that i hated Austin's father. and the epilogue i was not a big fan of it.
All in all. it delivers a great message for those who has been cast aside simply because of who they are. But know that life can get better.
November 14, 2014
I received this book directly from its author with a request for review. This being my first book by this particular author, I was a little apprehensive, especially since this is also Sloan Johnson's first M/M romance.
Well, whaddaya know - this was really good.
Austin Pritchard, 20, college student, has recently come out to his affluent parents and immediately lost nearly everything. Faced with living on the streets after finishing the semester, he's unprepared and scared. I immediately felt for this young man, all alone with no place to call home anymore. But he is lucky to find Casey and Bree, a young couple also homeless (though there's more to Bree than is apparent at first), and the two take him under their wing.
David Becker is 35, a college professor building his first home, with the help of his longtime friend Chad. David initially comes across as someone a little rigid in his expectations, but we soon see that there's more to him than it seems.
When Austin and Casey are hired on for the building job, as grunt workers, David is immediately struck by the young man and tries to get to know him.
What follows is part romance and part coming of age/growing up. Austin's inexperience and fears play a big part in his reluctance to let David get close, as does his shame at being homeless. But he's also not too proud to reach for help when it's offered, and at no time did this book ever make their relationship seem tacky or as if David was playing sugar daddy.
There are a few intimate scenes that were well done - not too explicit, but infused with emotions and honesty - but the book's main focus is on the relationship and Austin growing into the man he's meant to be.
This book is self-published, and I read an Advanced Review Copy, so I hope that the numerous punctuation errors will be rectified in the final version. A good proofreader should be able to locate the many missing commas. There were also some minor spelling errors (her instead of here, e.g.) and one sentence that I couldn't figure out.
The writing is rather good, with excellent flow and few lulls in the story, no major time jumps until the epilogue, and the book is written in the 1st person present, switching between Austin and David frequently. Not my favorite but it worked here for the most part.
What I really liked is the character growth we get to see, not just for Austin, but also for David. He too still had some lessons to learn, and the two men really worked on their relationship, with a few hiccups, but their communication skills grew over time. None of the conflict felt contrived, and I really liked how the characters learned to communicate with each other. The point of how important communication is in a healthy relationship is driven home time and again. Well done.
I also liked the side characters, especially Bree and Casey, who not only become great friends to Austin, but also serve as an example how not do conduct a relationship, and how pride comes before the fall. Chad and Becky were good friends to David, and while Chad may have initially had some misgivings about Austin, he too came to see the young man for the excellent character he was.
Real issues caused real problems, and the story unfolded in a realistic and organic manner, with the actions and reactions from the characters making sense.
The only thing that bothered me a bit is the epi. While the notion of Casey seeing the light, finally, might feel like closure, I thought it was a tad unrealistic considering the assumption that he would have been on the streets for all that time. I also thought it convenient that Austin's horrible father was partially responsible for what's happening in the epilogue, but perhaps that was justice served.
If this is the caliber of work we can expect from this author for M/M romances, I am very much looking forward to the next one.
** I received a free copy of this book from the author. A positive review was not promised in return. **
Well, whaddaya know - this was really good.
Austin Pritchard, 20, college student, has recently come out to his affluent parents and immediately lost nearly everything. Faced with living on the streets after finishing the semester, he's unprepared and scared. I immediately felt for this young man, all alone with no place to call home anymore. But he is lucky to find Casey and Bree, a young couple also homeless (though there's more to Bree than is apparent at first), and the two take him under their wing.
David Becker is 35, a college professor building his first home, with the help of his longtime friend Chad. David initially comes across as someone a little rigid in his expectations, but we soon see that there's more to him than it seems.
When Austin and Casey are hired on for the building job, as grunt workers, David is immediately struck by the young man and tries to get to know him.
What follows is part romance and part coming of age/growing up. Austin's inexperience and fears play a big part in his reluctance to let David get close, as does his shame at being homeless. But he's also not too proud to reach for help when it's offered, and at no time did this book ever make their relationship seem tacky or as if David was playing sugar daddy.
There are a few intimate scenes that were well done - not too explicit, but infused with emotions and honesty - but the book's main focus is on the relationship and Austin growing into the man he's meant to be.
This book is self-published, and I read an Advanced Review Copy, so I hope that the numerous punctuation errors will be rectified in the final version. A good proofreader should be able to locate the many missing commas. There were also some minor spelling errors (her instead of here, e.g.) and one sentence that I couldn't figure out.
The writing is rather good, with excellent flow and few lulls in the story, no major time jumps until the epilogue, and the book is written in the 1st person present, switching between Austin and David frequently. Not my favorite but it worked here for the most part.
What I really liked is the character growth we get to see, not just for Austin, but also for David. He too still had some lessons to learn, and the two men really worked on their relationship, with a few hiccups, but their communication skills grew over time. None of the conflict felt contrived, and I really liked how the characters learned to communicate with each other. The point of how important communication is in a healthy relationship is driven home time and again. Well done.
I also liked the side characters, especially Bree and Casey, who not only become great friends to Austin, but also serve as an example how not do conduct a relationship, and how pride comes before the fall. Chad and Becky were good friends to David, and while Chad may have initially had some misgivings about Austin, he too came to see the young man for the excellent character he was.
Real issues caused real problems, and the story unfolded in a realistic and organic manner, with the actions and reactions from the characters making sense.
The only thing that bothered me a bit is the epi. While the notion of Casey seeing the light, finally, might feel like closure, I thought it was a tad unrealistic considering the assumption that he would have been on the streets for all that time. I also thought it convenient that Austin's horrible father was partially responsible for what's happening in the epilogue, but perhaps that was justice served.
If this is the caliber of work we can expect from this author for M/M romances, I am very much looking forward to the next one.
** I received a free copy of this book from the author. A positive review was not promised in return. **
December 20, 2014
ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST.
That about sums it up.
Let me start by saying that me not liking this book had nothing to do with the writing. I think the author is very talented and my main problem with this book were the characters and the angst. Oh, and did I mention the ANGST?
Austin is 20, gay and homeless. He had been kicked out of the house by his parents when he came out. When he lands a construction job he is thrilled to finally be able to save some money to continue his school. It is there that he meets David, a 35 year old teacher. The two start a relationship and David wants nothing more than to help Austin.
When it wasn’t Austin’s fear of trusting people that got in the way of their relationship it was something else these men came up with to have extended fights and miscommunications about. David acted like the know it all and Austin like a child with tantrums.
Just when I thought everything was going to be okay, they find out David is going to be one of Austin’s professors and how it can cost David his job when this gets discovered.
I felt like the entire last part was about David and keeping his job. I really started to hate David by that point. And the fight that followed was just so incredibly stupid. These men were all about the fights and miscommunications.
What a bunch of drama llamas...
Not the book for me..
That about sums it up.
Let me start by saying that me not liking this book had nothing to do with the writing. I think the author is very talented and my main problem with this book were the characters and the angst. Oh, and did I mention the ANGST?
Austin is 20, gay and homeless. He had been kicked out of the house by his parents when he came out. When he lands a construction job he is thrilled to finally be able to save some money to continue his school. It is there that he meets David, a 35 year old teacher. The two start a relationship and David wants nothing more than to help Austin.
When it wasn’t Austin’s fear of trusting people that got in the way of their relationship it was something else these men came up with to have extended fights and miscommunications about. David acted like the know it all and Austin like a child with tantrums.
Just when I thought everything was going to be okay, they find out David is going to be one of Austin’s professors and how it can cost David his job when this gets discovered.
I felt like the entire last part was about David and keeping his job. I really started to hate David by that point. And the fight that followed was just so incredibly stupid. These men were all about the fights and miscommunications.
What a bunch of drama llamas...
Not the book for me..
December 21, 2014
Sort of a super meh for me. I enjoyed reading it, but the deeper emotions were sort of glossed over and/or rushed, and I never felt like I really got to know Austin or David. To cap it off, the obstacles and "villain" seemed contrived and a little over-the-top.
November 29, 2014
This is my first book by Sloan Johnson, and when I heard M/M and teacher/student I was SOLD!!!!
I enjoyed a great deal of the themes in this book on: acceptance, tolerance, unconditional love, and the plight of those less fortunate (to an extent)...
Our main characters are David a slightly older college professor self-made who has come up from having nothing. His best friend Chad is overseeing the construction of his dream home. Austin is a college student who has recently come out as being gay to his family. The back lash has him living a life he never saw for himself.
When these two meet they have a clear and somewhat instant connection (not insta-love). David wants to help Austin because he sees so much of himself in him, and if he is honest with himself he is extremely attracted to him as well.
Austin is hesitant and wants to maintain his distance from everyone as he is now in a vulnerable position and knows that he cannot live life as carefree as before.
We are introduced to several of David and Austin's friends and family members. Some of these supporting characters you will love others you will want to drag out to the town square and stone them...
Overall, this was a quick read. It was a solid story and I did enjoy it. It had a few glitches here and there and Austin began to get on my nerves at times. This was a 3.5 star read for me and I look forward to reading more from this author.
I enjoyed a great deal of the themes in this book on: acceptance, tolerance, unconditional love, and the plight of those less fortunate (to an extent)...
Our main characters are David a slightly older college professor self-made who has come up from having nothing. His best friend Chad is overseeing the construction of his dream home. Austin is a college student who has recently come out as being gay to his family. The back lash has him living a life he never saw for himself.
When these two meet they have a clear and somewhat instant connection (not insta-love). David wants to help Austin because he sees so much of himself in him, and if he is honest with himself he is extremely attracted to him as well.
Austin is hesitant and wants to maintain his distance from everyone as he is now in a vulnerable position and knows that he cannot live life as carefree as before.
We are introduced to several of David and Austin's friends and family members. Some of these supporting characters you will love others you will want to drag out to the town square and stone them...
Overall, this was a quick read. It was a solid story and I did enjoy it. It had a few glitches here and there and Austin began to get on my nerves at times. This was a 3.5 star read for me and I look forward to reading more from this author.
December 15, 2014
*** 2 just-so-so-stars ***
“If I have to, I will remind you every day of every reason I have fallen in love with you. One of these days, you are going to realize I have no plans to leave you. I am far too busy to waste my time with passing flings. I look forward to teaching you what it truly means to love and be loved unconditionally.”
I'll make my review as short as I could....
I cannot say that its not good, but its not that good either. It's just not as good as I expected...
Kinda slow and boring, the issues are way too predictable. One of the main characters was way to "un-matured" for his age, and it's quite annoying.
I was waiting to solution about the teacher-student-affair-problem when the story ended abruptly just like that...
As if there's not important at all.
November 25, 2014
kinda bored with this.. I don't really like Austin .. I am pretty sure 20 year olds are not that childish .. I didn't really feel their relationship build it just happened and the language they use is too perfect .. no one says I am .. in a conversation you would normally say I'm (using a simple example) to me this makes the characters seem stiff .. and it's not very hot .. there has only been one very brief sex scene at 64% of the way through and it was over embarrassingly quickly for the couple
January 7, 2015
*** 3 I need you to Teach Me how to Love Stars***
So, I really wanted to love this book… It is the second book I have read this year and I had high hopes for it. I have been reading a lot of M/M lately and after reading the blurb, I was hooked…
Then it went NOWHERE….
Okay so, Austin is a 20 year old college student who has been cut off by his over bearing and controlling parents because he has come out of the closet and told them that he is gay.
David is a 35 year old professor who has finally landed his dream job, and has decided to build his dream home. Now if he could find his life partner, his life would be complete.
Austin and David meet on a chance encounter when Austin takes a temporary gig to help the construction crew building David’s house and something inside David makes him want to know more about Austin.
They begin a relationship that is a lot of Austin lying, and David not prying and then they both become frustrated at the other and Austin throws a fit and repeat. Finally, Austin tells David the whole truth and David tries to “fix it”, which frustrates Austin, but then he really has no choice, so he goes along with it.
They end up in a very happy place, and I was happy for them.
Now here are the reasons why I am disappointed in this book:
• The character development, Austin didn’t seem to really grow and the one real moment of true conflict is brushed over, and it is presumed that it is resolved by the epilogue, but there was no real discussion of what happen.
• SEX… or lack there of, maybe its me, but I really wanted more from these two. I don’t need pages and pages of intimate details but one encounter in an entire relationship??? And from a 20 year old man who is wanting and really needing to explore his sexuality??? Yeah, I could have used a little more sex.
• Editing – I realize that Sloan Johnson has been writing for quite some time and if I am going to pay 4+ dollars, then I expect a better edited book.
• AGE – Everyone kept bringing it up, but there was never a real “heart to heart” about the age difference between David and Austin.
• CASEY… Umm, yeah…
• Austin’s family drama, was it ever resolved?
So, I really wanted to love this book… It is the second book I have read this year and I had high hopes for it. I have been reading a lot of M/M lately and after reading the blurb, I was hooked…
Then it went NOWHERE….
Okay so, Austin is a 20 year old college student who has been cut off by his over bearing and controlling parents because he has come out of the closet and told them that he is gay.
David is a 35 year old professor who has finally landed his dream job, and has decided to build his dream home. Now if he could find his life partner, his life would be complete.
Austin and David meet on a chance encounter when Austin takes a temporary gig to help the construction crew building David’s house and something inside David makes him want to know more about Austin.
They begin a relationship that is a lot of Austin lying, and David not prying and then they both become frustrated at the other and Austin throws a fit and repeat. Finally, Austin tells David the whole truth and David tries to “fix it”, which frustrates Austin, but then he really has no choice, so he goes along with it.
They end up in a very happy place, and I was happy for them.
Now here are the reasons why I am disappointed in this book:
• The character development, Austin didn’t seem to really grow and the one real moment of true conflict is brushed over, and it is presumed that it is resolved by the epilogue, but there was no real discussion of what happen.
• SEX… or lack there of, maybe its me, but I really wanted more from these two. I don’t need pages and pages of intimate details but one encounter in an entire relationship??? And from a 20 year old man who is wanting and really needing to explore his sexuality??? Yeah, I could have used a little more sex.
• Editing – I realize that Sloan Johnson has been writing for quite some time and if I am going to pay 4+ dollars, then I expect a better edited book.
• AGE – Everyone kept bringing it up, but there was never a real “heart to heart” about the age difference between David and Austin.
• CASEY… Umm, yeah…
• Austin’s family drama, was it ever resolved?
December 17, 2014
Oh my gosh. I hate to give this review. I very rarely, if ever, give less than three stars. I feel like I have to explain why I'm giving so few stars. The premise for this book was HOT. I love an older man with a young guy, but this older hero was creepy. He started putting the moves on the younger hero from the very beginning of the book. He was too attracted too fast. There was no build up to the relationship. I like that the young hero was homeless and had integrity. The older hero felt like a predator and at every turn perverted himself onto the younger hero. The scene where they went to the friend's house for dinner and the older hero gets intoxicated is just unacceptable. Another aspect that continually drew me out of the story was the author didn't use contraction. Did not...didn't. Can not...can't. The dialogue was unbelievable. I liked the younger hero. I really did, but the older hero made me so uncomfortable I had to stop reading the book half way through. The older hero said, at one point, that he didn't care how old his partners were because he cared about what was on the inside. That made me uncomfortable. Overall, I think that the author had a great concept, it was just executed in poor taste for me. That being said, I'm sure many other readers will enjoy this book. These comments are strictly my opinions in regards to my reading preferences.
November 25, 2014
Maybe I just don't like the writing style. It felt like too much was going on or nothing was going on at all. I was lost. And the random jump from POV to POV. Pretty typical showing from an M/F writer trying her hand at M/M. No thanks.
December 20, 2014
REVIEWED FOR PRISM BOOK ALLIANCE
This is my first time reading anything by Sloan Johnson and will certainly not be my last. This book looks at a sad but common event where a young man has his whole life taken from him by a parent who can’t accept him for who he really is.
Austin is a young man who has lived a life filled with the very best money can buy and as far as material goods go has wanted for nothing. It has been a shallow existence without love and nurturing with the only thing important being how his father’s friends and colleagues view the Pritchard exterior. Behind closed doors he has no voice and is expected to conform to the ridiculous ambitions of a bigoted old man. When he tells his parents he is gay, finally being truthful with himself and them, he is given a bus ticket and told not to come back. As the school term ends and his friends are collected by their parents for the holidays Austin packs up his back pack and starts this new phase of his life as a homeless man.
His first night living on the streets he meets Casey and Bree, a couple with their own story to tell, and they take him under their wing with advice on how to survive. Not only is Austin scared, mainly alone and completely out of his comfort zone he feels tossed aside by the people that he thought loved him and those scars will run deep and change him for a long time to come.
Casey and Austin are given the opportunity of a couple of days work at a construction site and on the first morning there they meet the owner of the house being built. David comes off as a bit of an impatient and arrogant ass but once again Austin’s life is about to change.
David grew up in abstract poverty often missing meals due to lack of money. He has worked hard to get where he is today and is determined never to revisit his past. He is a college professor and the house he is having built is a bit of a status symbol for him. Never one to shy away from hard work he plans to spend his summer getting stuck in with the construction crew, mainly to keep an eye on them, and he is immediately struck by the very young looking Austin with the soulful eyes full of hurt and worry.
The relationship between Austin and David is slow and often awkward. There is a 15 year age gap which we are often reminded of. Austin has had to grow up very quickly but he is still a 20 year old man just making his way in life and is deeply lacking in his ability to trust anyone. His emotions are all over the place and this is especially true when he thinks about a sexual relationship with David. He is both desperate and terrified and spends all his time waiting for David just to toss him aside as his parents did. The result is anguish and tantrums and a lot of running away but David is very patient with him and slowly trust begins to grow.
This is a story of healing and of learning to trust. It’s not an easy relationship but for whatever reason David is adamant Austin is the man for him and he will do whatever it takes to make Austin realise that he deserves to be loved. Austin has to do a lot of growing up and relearning of behaviour before he can feel truly settled but I think by the time we get to the epilogue it is apparent that the lost boy has grown into a compassionate young man who truly believes in himself.
This is my first time reading anything by Sloan Johnson and will certainly not be my last. This book looks at a sad but common event where a young man has his whole life taken from him by a parent who can’t accept him for who he really is.
Austin is a young man who has lived a life filled with the very best money can buy and as far as material goods go has wanted for nothing. It has been a shallow existence without love and nurturing with the only thing important being how his father’s friends and colleagues view the Pritchard exterior. Behind closed doors he has no voice and is expected to conform to the ridiculous ambitions of a bigoted old man. When he tells his parents he is gay, finally being truthful with himself and them, he is given a bus ticket and told not to come back. As the school term ends and his friends are collected by their parents for the holidays Austin packs up his back pack and starts this new phase of his life as a homeless man.
His first night living on the streets he meets Casey and Bree, a couple with their own story to tell, and they take him under their wing with advice on how to survive. Not only is Austin scared, mainly alone and completely out of his comfort zone he feels tossed aside by the people that he thought loved him and those scars will run deep and change him for a long time to come.
Casey and Austin are given the opportunity of a couple of days work at a construction site and on the first morning there they meet the owner of the house being built. David comes off as a bit of an impatient and arrogant ass but once again Austin’s life is about to change.
David grew up in abstract poverty often missing meals due to lack of money. He has worked hard to get where he is today and is determined never to revisit his past. He is a college professor and the house he is having built is a bit of a status symbol for him. Never one to shy away from hard work he plans to spend his summer getting stuck in with the construction crew, mainly to keep an eye on them, and he is immediately struck by the very young looking Austin with the soulful eyes full of hurt and worry.
The relationship between Austin and David is slow and often awkward. There is a 15 year age gap which we are often reminded of. Austin has had to grow up very quickly but he is still a 20 year old man just making his way in life and is deeply lacking in his ability to trust anyone. His emotions are all over the place and this is especially true when he thinks about a sexual relationship with David. He is both desperate and terrified and spends all his time waiting for David just to toss him aside as his parents did. The result is anguish and tantrums and a lot of running away but David is very patient with him and slowly trust begins to grow.
This is a story of healing and of learning to trust. It’s not an easy relationship but for whatever reason David is adamant Austin is the man for him and he will do whatever it takes to make Austin realise that he deserves to be loved. Austin has to do a lot of growing up and relearning of behaviour before he can feel truly settled but I think by the time we get to the epilogue it is apparent that the lost boy has grown into a compassionate young man who truly believes in himself.
June 8, 2015
Nuh uh..
Apart from some sweet moments, the story was pretty meh.. Stilted dialogues (jeez, these two talked a lot!!), lots of preaching, lots of inconsequential stuff.
And temper tantrums!!! lots and lots of them! Austin was like a bratty 5-year old, and I genuinely felt sorry for David at times.
Apart from some sweet moments, the story was pretty meh.. Stilted dialogues (jeez, these two talked a lot!!), lots of preaching, lots of inconsequential stuff.
And temper tantrums!!! lots and lots of them! Austin was like a bratty 5-year old, and I genuinely felt sorry for David at times.
April 24, 2015
Title: Teach Me
Author: Sloan Johnson
Cover Artist: N/A
Publisher: Self-Published
Reviewer: Jay
Genre: Contemporary
Type: Romance
Pairing: Gay
Length: Novel
Heat Rating: 2 Flames
Book Rating: 4 Stars
Austin Pritchard’s life is filled with the best money can buy, but his life is led by the expectations of his father. He doesn’t have a say with his life and when he takes a stand and tells his parents he is gay his world is upended. Disowned by his family, scared, homeless, and feeling rejected by those who should love him Austin takes to the streets with only what he can carry. On his first night Austin meets Bree and Casey who show him how to live on the streets.
When Austin and Casey are given an opportunity of work on a construction site Austin meets David who is 15 years his senior. David has grown up with nothing and has become a college professor and worked hard to become secure, this construction site is his dream home. David is immediately taken by Austin and can see the lost and hurt young man though his eyes. Austin is also immediately attracted to David but is inexperienced and living with rejection so reluctant to act. He knows that his easygoing life is a thing of the past and is cautious of others. These two begin an awkward relationship that is compounded by their ages and the age gap between them.
This story is one of growing up, coming to terms with reality, and romance. The story is well written with all the characters playing their role. The story never takes on the feel of Austin being a boy toy or David being a sugar daddy. These two men work together to build a loving and satisfying relationship for each other. I enjoyed the way the story switched back and forth between each of their points of view. Sloan Johnson has given us a beautiful love story where the characters “teach” each other along the way.
Review also at WoDF - Teach Me
Author: Sloan Johnson
Cover Artist: N/A
Publisher: Self-Published
Reviewer: Jay
Genre: Contemporary
Type: Romance
Pairing: Gay
Length: Novel
Heat Rating: 2 Flames
Book Rating: 4 Stars
Austin Pritchard’s life is filled with the best money can buy, but his life is led by the expectations of his father. He doesn’t have a say with his life and when he takes a stand and tells his parents he is gay his world is upended. Disowned by his family, scared, homeless, and feeling rejected by those who should love him Austin takes to the streets with only what he can carry. On his first night Austin meets Bree and Casey who show him how to live on the streets.
When Austin and Casey are given an opportunity of work on a construction site Austin meets David who is 15 years his senior. David has grown up with nothing and has become a college professor and worked hard to become secure, this construction site is his dream home. David is immediately taken by Austin and can see the lost and hurt young man though his eyes. Austin is also immediately attracted to David but is inexperienced and living with rejection so reluctant to act. He knows that his easygoing life is a thing of the past and is cautious of others. These two begin an awkward relationship that is compounded by their ages and the age gap between them.
This story is one of growing up, coming to terms with reality, and romance. The story is well written with all the characters playing their role. The story never takes on the feel of Austin being a boy toy or David being a sugar daddy. These two men work together to build a loving and satisfying relationship for each other. I enjoyed the way the story switched back and forth between each of their points of view. Sloan Johnson has given us a beautiful love story where the characters “teach” each other along the way.
Review also at WoDF - Teach Me
December 5, 2014
Eh, it wasn't terrible or anything...just too melodramatic over every little thing. Half the time I was talking at my iPad, asking them why the hell they were doing this or that. And I know that one MC is only 20, but still, they made issues out of non-issues, didn't explore any new territory (I've read all of these issues/tropes in many other books), and spoke in too similar voices for them to be two distinct characters--especially since one of those characters is 20, and would not have the exact same vocabulary and diction as a 35 year-old teacher from another part of the country. Also the dialogue bothered me in other ways, like how they always went to extremes with their words "I can't even tell you how much I love you" or "...I hated myself..." or "I didn't know I was incomplete before you..." or "...I've finally learned I have to love myself more" yada yada yada. Used liberally that kind of language is sweet and effective, but in every conversation throughout the book it is tiresome and cumbersome.
I actually took a break for a few days (and several other books) half way through this book 'cause it was wearing on me, and then finished it just to finish it. If you like teacher/student relationships (though that's a small portion of the book) or age gaps, you might like this. It just didn't make me feel anything, and since it is about emotional topics (parents disowning their kid after years of emotional abuse and homelessness) it really should have.
I do have to say though, HOT cover! I really want that dark haired guy.
I actually took a break for a few days (and several other books) half way through this book 'cause it was wearing on me, and then finished it just to finish it. If you like teacher/student relationships (though that's a small portion of the book) or age gaps, you might like this. It just didn't make me feel anything, and since it is about emotional topics (parents disowning their kid after years of emotional abuse and homelessness) it really should have.
I do have to say though, HOT cover! I really want that dark haired guy.
November 30, 2014
3.5 Stars
I'm actually fine with this book. It's something that wouldn't be my favourite but it's fine.
Austin and David were really sweet. I just had a problem at times because there's too much argument and things blow up easily. I understood that Austin is young (20) but he's too immature/childish at times. I know he was raised in a super rich family but I thought he had learned so much being on the streets and also had experienced having nothing? Anyway, David is his fixer and maybe vice versa too. They're kinda both fixer-uppers so they helped each other along the way.
I was kind of fine with the time skip since at least there were indications that we skipped some months. I also thought David was too trusting but whatever.
I liked the story and the thoughts on it. I loved the secondary characters because they were interesting and made Austin and David's story had roundness in it. The HEA was really great and the mini plot event that happened at the end was a treat!
Overall, a nice read.
I'm actually fine with this book. It's something that wouldn't be my favourite but it's fine.
Austin and David were really sweet. I just had a problem at times because there's too much argument and things blow up easily. I understood that Austin is young (20) but he's too immature/childish at times. I know he was raised in a super rich family but I thought he had learned so much being on the streets and also had experienced having nothing? Anyway, David is his fixer and maybe vice versa too. They're kinda both fixer-uppers so they helped each other along the way.
I was kind of fine with the time skip since at least there were indications that we skipped some months. I also thought David was too trusting but whatever.
I liked the story and the thoughts on it. I loved the secondary characters because they were interesting and made Austin and David's story had roundness in it. The HEA was really great and the mini plot event that happened at the end was a treat!
Overall, a nice read.
November 26, 2014
I do not typically read M/M romance; however, I enjoy Sloan Johnson's writing so I thought I would give it a shot. I have to say that this story is not at all what I was expecting. I thought it was BDSM in nature, because of the title. But, I was pleasantly surprised to discover a contemporary story that was about two people finding love. It was sweet and was very evocative, especially with some of the family dynamic issues. I was happy to see the couple, David and Austin, find love with one another. The end of the story was beautiful with Austin finding his calling through adversity and because of it, he was able to help a friend in need like he helped David when he needed it.
May 29, 2015
Yikes! I've read a lot of tales with an age difference between Main characters and to be honest it has NEVER bothered me in the least. So when I say for the first time a character creeped me out I mean it. I kept reading because I know Sloan Johnson didn't mean that to be the case. It was the odd way David talked, the way he was attracted to Austin so quickly and the way he touched Austin so early in the story. I always hear about stories moving too fast and not taking time to let the story develop, well this is a prime example of how it affects the way it reads. It was not a fun read and lacked even a few laughs or lite moments.
July 25, 2017
There are so many things that I’m feeling as I finish this book – awe at Austin’s strength, sadness at the cruelness that exists in this world, amazement at the, well, it sounds so cliché, but at the power of love and hope. Hope. That is the big one for me. I hope that there really are amazing people like Austin and David in this world. I hope that there is help out there for those who need it. I hope that I can help in some small way. And more than anything, I hope that everyone reads this book…..because it will change you.
December 29, 2014
~I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads Review Team~
I was so excited to read this book and then when I started to read it my excitement dwindled. This story had good potential but I think it fell flat. Austin basically gets disowned by his parents when he comes out; he has no place to go when school is out so he lives on the streets. Meeting a few friends and sticking with them to stay safe leads Austin to job opportunity. David has worked hard to meet every goal in life he has set for himself. His new house is one of those goals, meeting one of the young workers on his house wasn’t on his list, but it might be one of the best things to happen to him. This was just kind of boring and full of high school drama and the steam factor was nonexistent. I think I was so let down because I was excited to read the book and then it was just simply OK.
Characters: The characters were well written and believable.
Sex: yes but not detailed
Religious: no
Would I recommend to others: yes
More than one book in the series: I don’t think so
Genre: M/M/Romance
Would I read more by this author: yes
~Wicked Reads Review Team~
I was so excited to read this book and then when I started to read it my excitement dwindled. This story had good potential but I think it fell flat. Austin basically gets disowned by his parents when he comes out; he has no place to go when school is out so he lives on the streets. Meeting a few friends and sticking with them to stay safe leads Austin to job opportunity. David has worked hard to meet every goal in life he has set for himself. His new house is one of those goals, meeting one of the young workers on his house wasn’t on his list, but it might be one of the best things to happen to him. This was just kind of boring and full of high school drama and the steam factor was nonexistent. I think I was so let down because I was excited to read the book and then it was just simply OK.
Characters: The characters were well written and believable.
Sex: yes but not detailed
Religious: no
Would I recommend to others: yes
More than one book in the series: I don’t think so
Genre: M/M/Romance
Would I read more by this author: yes
~Wicked Reads Review Team~
March 29, 2015
I enjoyed the dual POV's but this is written in the first person which is not a style I particularly enjoy.
I actually liked that the story started in a sad place. It was different and nicely done.
I found Austin incredibly immature. We kept being told how young he is and his age was used as an excuse for his behaviour, but he's 20. 20 not 16, 20. It's really not that young...
It was completely unbelievable that they never discussed David's actual job and the thought that he may end up teaching Austin never crossed their minds. I was disappointed that we the readers were expected to believe that. Also it was never resolved. A massive fuss was made of it and no solution was ever mentioned.
There were a few typos and wrong words used that I found annoying.
I was disappointed in the lack of steamy scenes.
I actually liked that the story started in a sad place. It was different and nicely done.
I found Austin incredibly immature. We kept being told how young he is and his age was used as an excuse for his behaviour, but he's 20. 20 not 16, 20. It's really not that young...
It was completely unbelievable that they never discussed David's actual job and the thought that he may end up teaching Austin never crossed their minds. I was disappointed that we the readers were expected to believe that. Also it was never resolved. A massive fuss was made of it and no solution was ever mentioned.
There were a few typos and wrong words used that I found annoying.
I was disappointed in the lack of steamy scenes.
January 27, 2015
Really more of 3.5 stars but I'll round up because I did enjoy the book. This is the first by the author for me and for some reason I was thinking this was her debut novel but it's not. I didn't mind the age difference (although it was brought up a LOT) like some others did and I thought the progression of their relationship had a good flow. They definitely didn't set the sheets on fire right away. Actually, I don't know if they really ever set the sheets on fire. Very vanilla, not much detail kinda sex. My main issue was the editing. With the right editor this book could have been a bit tighter? (If that makes sense) I'll be reading more from this author for sure.
June 10, 2015
I could not finish this one. Just discovered the book I just finished was from the same author and had I known that I wouldn't have purchased it. I did manage to finish that one but barely. I won't be reading any more.
Creepy older guy, dialogue drove me nuts. Why do some authors not use contractions? It drives me nuts and makes the sentence seem so unnatural. Totally pulls you out of the story. I've seen too much of this lately...but then again...it could have been the same author.
Creepy older guy, dialogue drove me nuts. Why do some authors not use contractions? It drives me nuts and makes the sentence seem so unnatural. Totally pulls you out of the story. I've seen too much of this lately...but then again...it could have been the same author.
May 14, 2017
DNF - OMG, they never shut up! This story is all talk and very little show. And the conversations are the same rehash over and over. Age difference, horrible father, need for independence, repeat. And repeat. The length could have been cut in half and I still would have gotten the idea. Saved from a one-star because the author clearly has some talent with writing style and plotting, but really needs to trim the redundancies.
December 4, 2014
Not normally much of a reader but decided to give this one a go. Was hooked after the first page and found myself finishing the book in no time. Loved the characters and learning their story. Thank you for a great read Sloan, looking forward to reading more of your work :)
March 10, 2016
I really enjoyed the story, but the narration unfortunately wasn't the best. I should have stuck with my kindle copy instead of going with the audio.
July 9, 2015
About a 3.5. Not bad on audio, but might have been better if I'd read it.
December 3, 2014
** JEN'S 4.5 STAR REVIEW **
This author is a first time read for me. I’m happy to say that I’m so glad this book came my way. The synopsis really caught my eye. The idea of a young man being cast away by his family because of his sexual orientation then having to learn to figure out how to get by day by day on his own on the streets with nowhere to go really intrigued me.
Austin is a 20 year old man going to university. His whole life comes crashing down when he comes out to his parents. He has some really hard truths to face as soon as he realizes he is completely on his own. Nowhere to go, he finds himself homeless with very little to his name. No money, no job, no one he can really turn to for help because he is truly embarrassed and hurt with the turn his life has taken. Austin is left with a fear of abandonment where he thinks he’ll never been good enough or loved. My heart broke for him. I know even in this day and age these kinds of things still goes on, but I don’t for the life of me know how a parent could do what Austin’s parents did. I can’t fathom or understand it. Austin is left with a fear of abandonment where he thinks he’ll never been good enough or loved.
“I’d like to think I’ll come out of this a stronger man than I am today, but it’s hard to stay optimistic when you come to the realization that everything you’ve been told your entire life is a f****** lie.”
I have to say I admired Austin’s determination to make it no matter what he had to face. He quickly learns the ropes of street life with the help of two other people he met that very first night when he realized he no longer belonged anywhere. Bree and Casey are homeless too and they take him under their wing. She is desperately in love with Casey and because of his circumstances she is basically homeless by choice. You’ll understand what I mean when you read this story. However, even though her future with her man wasn’t something I could always understand, I really loved that she brought a lot of clarity into Austin’s life. I am so grateful that Austin has a friend like Bree in his life.
David is one of those hero’s in a story you can’t help but fall in love with. This man shows nothing but concern, understanding, love and patience throughout the book. While building his house he notices that there is something different about Austin. He brings out that side of him where he has a strong desire to know him and help him every way he can. He doesn’t know the whole truth about Austin but he can’t control himself in needing to be there for him.
“The kid makes me want to know everything about the pain I see in his eyes, the subtle tics when someone gets too close him.”
“Whatever happened to this young man, it has left his soul with festering wounds and I want to be the one to help him heal.”
“I want to be the one to ease that burden, to show Austin that life will get better.”
And thus is the start of their relationship. I love that the author didn’t make this story out to be about David taking in Austin and fixing all his problems because that would just make it way to easy. I honestly don’t think I’d respect them if it went that way. Austin has a lot of pride, some might be misguided but I love how he wanted to contribute to their relationship even if it wasn’t monetary. I love that he busted his ass to change his situation and didn’t take the easy way out. I loved how even though David is older than Austin he didn’t turn into his sugar daddy. He supported Austin’s dreams, desires and decisions. Austin has some real fears about his place in David’s life because if his own family could so easily throw him away, how could David really want him? It was really heartbreaking to see how much damage his family did to him.
"Someday, you will understand that you are part of everything I have here,”
“Without you, the rest of it means nothing to me.”
Both these men did some growing throughout this book. Neither one of them really had a relationship before so learning how to respect, trust and what a healthy relationship takes took time and effort.
This story was well written, nothing was sensationalized, real fears, real hurts, and a really great love story with lots of character growth over time. As I understand, this is Sloan’s first m/m and she truly did a fantastic job. I can say that I will definitely be looking out for more from her in the future.
This author is a first time read for me. I’m happy to say that I’m so glad this book came my way. The synopsis really caught my eye. The idea of a young man being cast away by his family because of his sexual orientation then having to learn to figure out how to get by day by day on his own on the streets with nowhere to go really intrigued me.
Austin is a 20 year old man going to university. His whole life comes crashing down when he comes out to his parents. He has some really hard truths to face as soon as he realizes he is completely on his own. Nowhere to go, he finds himself homeless with very little to his name. No money, no job, no one he can really turn to for help because he is truly embarrassed and hurt with the turn his life has taken. Austin is left with a fear of abandonment where he thinks he’ll never been good enough or loved. My heart broke for him. I know even in this day and age these kinds of things still goes on, but I don’t for the life of me know how a parent could do what Austin’s parents did. I can’t fathom or understand it. Austin is left with a fear of abandonment where he thinks he’ll never been good enough or loved.
“I’d like to think I’ll come out of this a stronger man than I am today, but it’s hard to stay optimistic when you come to the realization that everything you’ve been told your entire life is a f****** lie.”
I have to say I admired Austin’s determination to make it no matter what he had to face. He quickly learns the ropes of street life with the help of two other people he met that very first night when he realized he no longer belonged anywhere. Bree and Casey are homeless too and they take him under their wing. She is desperately in love with Casey and because of his circumstances she is basically homeless by choice. You’ll understand what I mean when you read this story. However, even though her future with her man wasn’t something I could always understand, I really loved that she brought a lot of clarity into Austin’s life. I am so grateful that Austin has a friend like Bree in his life.
David is one of those hero’s in a story you can’t help but fall in love with. This man shows nothing but concern, understanding, love and patience throughout the book. While building his house he notices that there is something different about Austin. He brings out that side of him where he has a strong desire to know him and help him every way he can. He doesn’t know the whole truth about Austin but he can’t control himself in needing to be there for him.
“The kid makes me want to know everything about the pain I see in his eyes, the subtle tics when someone gets too close him.”
“Whatever happened to this young man, it has left his soul with festering wounds and I want to be the one to help him heal.”
“I want to be the one to ease that burden, to show Austin that life will get better.”
And thus is the start of their relationship. I love that the author didn’t make this story out to be about David taking in Austin and fixing all his problems because that would just make it way to easy. I honestly don’t think I’d respect them if it went that way. Austin has a lot of pride, some might be misguided but I love how he wanted to contribute to their relationship even if it wasn’t monetary. I love that he busted his ass to change his situation and didn’t take the easy way out. I loved how even though David is older than Austin he didn’t turn into his sugar daddy. He supported Austin’s dreams, desires and decisions. Austin has some real fears about his place in David’s life because if his own family could so easily throw him away, how could David really want him? It was really heartbreaking to see how much damage his family did to him.
"Someday, you will understand that you are part of everything I have here,”
“Without you, the rest of it means nothing to me.”
Both these men did some growing throughout this book. Neither one of them really had a relationship before so learning how to respect, trust and what a healthy relationship takes took time and effort.
This story was well written, nothing was sensationalized, real fears, real hurts, and a really great love story with lots of character growth over time. As I understand, this is Sloan’s first m/m and she truly did a fantastic job. I can say that I will definitely be looking out for more from her in the future.
January 5, 2015
2 1/2 stars...maybe?
Little more angsty than my usual fare. (I don't have much patience with excessive amounts of angst.) But it was going along pretty fine until we got close to the end. *sigh*
Little more angsty than my usual fare. (I don't have much patience with excessive amounts of angst.) But it was going along pretty fine until we got close to the end. *sigh*
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