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350 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 20, 2016
Lucky was either going to be the love of my life or break me into a million pieces that could never be repaired. Or maybe both.
“I know it’s been a while.” His brown eyes held mine for a moment, flickering something I couldn’t read. He motioned toward the edge of the bed next to me. “Can I sit? I thought maybe we could talk.”
As he gazed down at me, I felt that tug inside my heart. I nodded slowly, allowing him to take one more step back into my life. I hadn’t seen him in years. Well, I’d seen him, splashed across my television and on magazines. But not in person. Not close enough to physically touch.
“We’re going on the road after the first of the year. It’s bigger and more organized than what I’ve been doing. My first break, I guess. But that’s the truth. I don’t know what my future holds.”
He picked up my hand, linking our fingers together. “But Katie, despite all of that, I want to try this with you. And I understand if you’re not willing. My juggling everything will get frustrating. I won’t be here all the time. All I can do is promise to be here when I can. I’ll always be honest and never cheat. And you will have to trust me. I know that part might be the hardest [especially] with what I do. But if you think you can, and you don’t mind me being gone, maybe we could give this a shot.”
He moved my hand, placing it lightly against his chest. The warmth of his skin seeped through his shirt. “I told you a long time ago. No one would ever be in here but you. No matter what happened out there after I left. I still mean that.”
“Run away with me, Katie.”
“Do you regret me?”
“No.” I touched the scruff on his cheek. “I had fun with you, Lucky.”
The pain inside was so strong I could barely breathe the words. Those moments with him had been beautiful. I would never forget my days with Lucky.
Because those were truly my lucky days.
"When this whole adventure started with Lucky, I felt like I was living in a fairytale. And it was true. I was living in a whimsical world with someone I loved—just not the right fairytale. Instead of being the princess in the story, I was Wendy, wishing for Peter to stay with her. But as everyone knows, someone who has the ability to fly shouldn’t be chained to the ground."
A glimpse of your smile
Won’t be enough.
’Cause my heart keeps telling me,
I need more of this stuff.
“Don’t be afraid of me or what’s going on between us. Maybe it’s fast. But if you spend your whole life worrying, then you will forget to live. Don’t get caught up in the maybes.”
“The maybes?”
“Maybe this is forever. Maybe it’s for now. Maybe we will have sex. Maybe we won’t. It doesn’t matter because we are having fun right now. I like you. And I like spending time with you.” His arms circled around me, holding me close again. “And right now, I like dancing with you. That’s all that matters.”
Deeply and madly. I love you in a way that can’t be captured in music. And I will probably spend the rest of my life trying. ’Cause you’re the only girl I ever want to be in here.”
He took my hand, placing it on his bare chest to where his heart was beating rapidly under his skin. “I think there was only one slot in here. And it was meant for you.”
Don’t forget this world is temporary,
And each day that ends is one less you see.
Make sure you share a little happiness,
With everyone as you pass by.
And read your Bible each night,
Even if you don’t understand why.
And make sure you love someone,
With everything you got inside.
And if life leads to heartache,
Don’t ever be afraid to cry.
“You were never just a small piece of my life. From the moment we met, you became my whole world. And even when you were not in that world, I still loved you.”