Gender: FEMALE !!!!!

Name: Nada

Height: 165cm

Weight: 84 Kilos

Age: 22

Gender: female
Gender: female
Gender: female
Gender: female
Gender: female

I am an overweight 22 year old girl. I don't have confidence to wear any revealing cloths, because
I am overweight. I usually wear jeans and t-shirts and converse. Nothing erotic about that ha?
Anyway, mosebti el soda el mehabeba fe omm el balad dih is that I have big boobs! yea.. can't hide them,
I wish i could, i guess it would spare me around 5-10 verbal abuses each day.
I hate going to crowded places coz men eventually end up touching my boobs and act as if they dont mean it.
lately i've developed a skill, i fucking hit anyone at a crowded place with my elbow who touches me.
And honestly it feels good doing that!

I've been living all my life in Egypt,
I've been sexually harrassed a lot.
Verbally harassed
Physically harassed
been grabbed by men walking down the sreets
I see me staring at my boobs while walking down the street.
It feels terrible

The coming part is a story of one of the sickest things I experienced:

I was around 12years old in a cab going to my swimming training, it was a Saturday morning, on a hot summer day in cairo, I took a taxi from dokki to zamalek, i reached my destination,I was sitting in the back seat, the taxi driver stopped the taxi for me to get off and as I was giving him the money,he held my hand and  kind of pulled  me he couldn't pull me close as i was still in the back seat, anyway.. he was still holding my hand i was trying to let go and he said wait a bit... and he looked down, i looked and i found him holding something between his legs and rubbing it.. I had no idea what he was doing.. it just felt wrong, I was about to scream then he let my hand go i opened the door and ran away... an egyptian 12 year old girl who goes to an all girls school wouldn't know that he was jerking off ! I kinda realized a bit later what that was all about..

that was one of the stories that i experienced ... believe me there are much worse things that happened to me... but I guess that story is enough to share.

I always say something when i get verbally harassed, i can't always control my reaction... but when I can I tend to talk to my harasser and make him feel really bad about it, some of them end up apologizing I swear.
The only situation where i seriously can't control myself is when i get harassed by a police asshole guarding an embassy or a bank for example... I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR THAT KINDA SHIT !
and sadly the revolution didn't change their attitude.. I just spit on one of them 3 days ago.. and he deserved more than that!

as for the part of the cloths being the reason why women get harassed ... it's not the cloths.. it's the men's dirty minds that undress the woman... no matter what she's wearing... they wouldn't even notice what she's wearing.. they undress her in their own minds.. that is sick !!
 I am very pessimistic .. and I know that the men's  behavior won't change anytime soon..

 I blame their attitude on the society we live in .. where they were brought up thinking that men are by default better than women.. more privileged than women.. stronger than women.. and that would lead me to speak about the gender equality. But I won't.



I have so much to say... and I'll be writing another post in like 10 hours or something...

AND STOP ALL KINDS OF HARASSMENT !! yel3an abouko !