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325 pages, Kindle Edition
First published July 30, 2020
He was Hudson. My brother’s best friend. My reluctant partner in crime—or at least the man there to bail me out when I was partnering in crime alone. He was…a really fucking good guy. Not to mention stupid hot and all that masculine energy I craved.
Where we go one, we go all.
My reluctant partner in crime—or at least the man there to bail me out when I was partnering in crime alone. He was…a really fucking good guy. Not to mention stupid hot and all that masculine energy I craved.
“Thank you for believing in me.”
I held her sparkling, green gaze as I vowed, “Always.”
That was our Hudson, sole protector. I swear he was part man and part Australian Shepherd with the way he had to know where everyone was at all times.
“She grinned, and it struck me so hard it nearly rocked me back a step. Lex had smiled at me no less than a million times in my life.
Midlaugh after she’d beaten me in a game of darts.
Fake and full of agony as I’d offered her my arm to guide her out of Brenden’s funeral.
Teasing from across the room as she’d snuck Jack a bag of water balloons from her purse.
But this one was different, and it struck me like a thousand arrows falling from the sky because I knew to the core of my soul she should have been in my arms when she grinned up at me like that.”
“I will always be here for you. There isn’t a world that exists where I’m not gonna be around for you. Where we go one, we go all. Remember?”
“I parked in my driveway, the lights in my house lit up like a damn runway. She’d always been shit at remembering to turn them off when she left a room, and I was so fucking stoked to spend the next sixty years arguing with her about it.”
“I need to find out if this, whatever’s been building between us, is something.”
“How you gonna do that?”
“We’re going to kiss,”
“Wait.” One of his eyebrows lifted, and I could have sworn he blushed. “You think I have big dick energy?”
I didn’t have anything to hide. “Hell yeah. You’re all buff and manly and stacked. All that swagger you toss around. Plus, I know your dick is big.” Facts were facts. Big dicks were big dicks. And I didn’t make the rules or hand out the dicks.
I refilled my glass and poured a little more in his.
“You’ve never seen my dick.”
“Oh, yes I have. I saw that monster your senior year of high school when we went skinny dipping at the Foresters’ pond.”
He scratched the back of his neck and grimaced. “Don’t look at my dick.”
“Well, I haven’t since then.” I laughed. “But I bet the damn thing is even bigger now.”
“I need to find out if this, whatever’s been building between us, is something.”
Wouldn’t that be nice? Up until that very second, it had all been so one-sided and I’d racked my brain all week to understand why I’d felt the crazy things I did about him.
“How you gonna do that?”
“We’re going to kiss,” he stated very matter-of-factly, and then he closed the distance between our bodies.
“Lex, babe, please hear me when I say this. I will always be your friend, but after the last few days, there is nothing even remotely friendly about the things I want to do to you.”
“Kid, I’m in love with you. Right now. You hear me? Right now, I’m so Goddamned in love with you I can hardly fucking breathe. I never knew feeling like this was possible, but I’d bet everything I have that I’ve loved you for years.”
“Let me make you mine.”
“Please”.
“You don’t need to protect me. Especially not from you.”
He took my face in his palms and leaned down to kiss me, but before our mouths parted, he said, “Don’t you get it, Lex? I’ve had this relentless need to protect you nearly half my life. I have no plans of stopping now.”
“I will always be here for you. There isn’t a world that exists where I’m not gonna be around for you.”
“You belong with me. You have always belonged with me.”
✨The best of friendships
✨Hell, even their exes were great
✨Lovely family times and even lovelier side characters (cats included)
✨Pure maturity in handling tough situations
✨Heartwarming moments - realistically told too, if I may say
✨Big smile-inducing scenes that would make you look stupid
"You still need that space?"
She stared in my eye for a long second. "I don't know."
"Say the word and I'll get dressed and go. But I'd really fucking like it if you didn't. It's still me, Lex." I lifted her hand off her stomach and kissed her palm before resting it on my bare pec. "Same old Hudson I've always been, just wearing slightly less clothes."
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I turned my face toward his in the dim, flickering light. "Okay. Time in. This really doesn't feel strange to you? Like, us?"
"No," he answered without hesitation. "It feels natural to me. Unexpected maybe, but right."
"You're boyfriend and girlfriend?" Jack asked.I MEAAAAN, THIS KID. 🥺💖
"Why didn't you just say something, then? I'm smart enough to get it, Dad. Besides, you guys already argue like Grampa and Mimi. So it actually makes more sense now anyway."